| Location | Colchester |
| Age | 1 month, 29 days |
| Cause of Death | Cot Death/Sudden Infant Death Syndrome |
| Date of Birth | 20/10/2006 |
| Date of Death | 19/12/2006 |
| Visitors | 6,792 since 12/06/2007 |
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remembering our kian born the 20th october 2006
flew to heaven 19th december 2006 aged 8 weeks X 3days
PASSED AWAY DREAMING...................... SIDS..............
brother to gone too soon baby teagen dalton
cousin of baby jason patmore x friend of baby estelle smith x baby brook southgate.
also gone too soon friend to stuart x russel boswick x tina bromley x
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THE DAY I FOUND OUT I WAS PREGNANT I WAS SHOCKED AS MINE X UR DADS RELATIONSHIP WAS NOT STABLE X HAD NOT BEEN FOR TO LONG
BUT DADDY PROMISE NO MATTER WHAT HE WOULD STAND BY US
... SO THEN CAME The 20TH/10/06 MUMMY HAD TO SORT WHERE UR BROTHERS X SISTERS WERE GONNA GO AS U WERE LITTLE EARLY MUMMY WAS IN TOTAL AGONY NOTHING LIKE ID EVER FELT BUT THEN THE 9 MONTHS NEVER FELT RIGHT....EVENTUALLY THINGS WERE SORTED x me x katie brett got to the hospital x i was 7cm i have never felt agony like it i really thought i was going to die...(nothing was right)
i was then handen a little boy i loved u instintly but was horrified by how swollen x bruised u were even your eyes had ruptured
i was worried but was told this can happen with quick births x as this is what a doctor had said i believed it
on discharge the midwife saw us leavin x asked if they were ok with it i said yes she seemed totally horrified that was on the saturday on the sunday kian was back in hospital x spent many wks back x forth to hospital with all sorts of problems....
he then came out of hospital after 2 weeks he seemed to be at his best x i thought things had started to look up as he was the best id seen him,
A few days later was the worst of my life i woke to find kian had fell to sleep dreaming x neva woke.......kians sister jodie x jade were present when i found him x have been deeply effected by the sad events they witnessed that fatal morning they idolised our kian.
AN ANGEL IN THE BOOK OF LIFE
WROTE DOWN OUR BABYS BIRTH
WHISPERED AS SHE DID SO
TOO BEAUTIFUL FOR EARTH .......
fell to sleep x gods angels took him by him hand x wispered lets forever play in fairy lands. so that very night they flew away left my broken heart the very next day................
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...I MISS YOU SO MUCH...
no one nos the heartache no one nos this pain
it will only ever stop hurtin
when u r in my arms again
ill never forget that morning i will never forget those tears
i no they we only shared days but oh how i wish they were years
i love u my little man with all my heart x more
never dose a day pass where my heart is not sore
they say that times a healer x time will ease my pain but what do u do as a mother when u feel u r to blame............
i miss u little angel i miss u every day i miss u every night x i tell god that as i pray
i hope ur flyiing high as high as u can get as listen my little man...
you are the most beautifull little boy ive ever met ....................
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leaves behind sister jodie aged 7
jade aged 3
brother jamie-lee aged 4
jayden aged 1
our angel little boy x x x
mummy wrote this when you flew to heaven....
Returned to God, to live in heaven to be the little angel he was on our earth...
To good for this world and unable to stay
If only he could stay just one more day
Recalled to heaven, my angel was needed
Please not my Kian, I begged and I pleaded
He is too young and he is mine
He is my world, my bright sunshine
I heard an angel whisper and say
Take my hand young Kian it is your time
You must come this way, you cannot stay
His tiny heart gave a final beat
I will never hear the patters of his tiny feet
My heart is aching, my eyes do weep
Why my darling sweetheart,
Why did you not wake from your sleep?
God had only placed you on loan you was not to keep
I will never again see your beautiful smile
Why I ask god? Why could you not leave him a while?
I am broken hearted, so lost and alone
My darling Kian I need you home.
God’s angels have taken you until we meet again
In a better place, I just don’t know when
My darling Kian, I love you so much
Your stunning eyes, your gentle soft touch
My heart is broken into little bits
I long to kiss your sweet soft lips
I only had you for such a short time
Everyday for you I pine
I don’t understand why god chose to take you away
There was so much I had not done, so much I had to say
So now it is time for us to let go
To say our final goodbyes
I shake and I sob, I ask so many whys
Is there a god, or is he all lies?
So until we meet again little man
Your memories stay in my heart
I close my eyes and remember you
We are never far apart
So for now Ill say goodbye and I love you
Daddy’s heart is broken into two
He sends his love, blows a gentle kiss
Forever in our hearts you will be sadly missed
Love always Mummy and Daddy…
Kian leaves behind two sisters and two brothers…
and now has a new baby sister jasmine-kiana southgate
born 18th/10/07 two days befor kians 1st birthday
an angel sent from another little angel..... our kian
Some people only dream of angels
I held one in my arms
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In Memories of a Precious Little Boy.
We would like to thank everyone for their
Kindness and support during this difficult and sad time
Kian I’d not have a good start to life,
After a traumatic labour he spent two weeks in the special care unit, only
Then once returning home a week later he returned to hospital with
Broncilitus. Only to spend more of his short little life there.
Not a good start but he soldiered on and sadly when Kian passed away he
Was like any other baby and the best I had ever seen him
In the morning I found Kian was the worst day of my life, as he was asleep
Next to me on the sofa. My first thought was that I had suffocated him
And the not knowing ripped my heart apart.
Although the results have returned showing that Kian never woke from
His sleep due to cot death
I will never stop wondering if him lying so close to me
Deprived him of oxygen and to make matters worse Kian had a monitor in
His crib, which if he had been laying in when he stopped breathing, an
Alarm would have sounded to let me know.
The guilt I feel will be with me forever and the not knowing will always
Make me wonder if it could have been prevented.
We all love to cuddle our babies, but please after my experience take
Caution and not sleep with them and invest in a baby breathing monitor.
They do not cost much and your child’s life is priceless.
Thanks again,
Kian leaves behind two sisters and two brothers.
Jodie and Jade, Jamie-Lee and Jaydan
Sadly Missed, Never Forgotten.
kian now has a baby sister jasmine-kiana x
mummy will always love you, you will always be in my heart........
Thank you too everyone for there support.....
thank you for ur candles they mean so much xxxxxxxx
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.................................By Joanna Fuchs.............................................
ALL MY LOVE TO ALL MY ANGLES
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Here's a festive greeting
Thats as special as they come
So from my family to yours,
May your day be filled with fun
And happy memories from yesteryear.
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(( HAPPY CHRISTMAS TO YOU ALL HAPPY NEW YEAR .))
I would like to thank you all of you my dear friends for ever thing you do for my angles love you all big hugs. It helps to know you all care and love them too and understand to all of you are my support and help keep me going love you all for that take care all my love Sylvie bye for now.
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Thinking of you at Christmastime
You're in my thoughts today
You've only gone to Heaven
To watch over us each day.
Today we'll spend together
just like we always do
I'm sending Christmas Wishes
with love
from me to you.
Christmas blessings
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GOODNIGHT GODBLESS ANGEL ~
`♥ Christmas Without You`♥
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Christmas without you here with me,
can never possibly be the same.
But I carry an Angel within my heart;
one so precious, who has your name.
An Angel forever watching over me,
at Christmas time, and over the year.
Although you can't be here anymore,
inside my heart, you are so very near.
There is no special present for you,
wrapped up under my Christmas tree.
But I have a greater gift to give to you;
all the love you can still feel from me.
No, Christmas time without you here,
could not ever possibly be the same.
But, I have had the precious gift of you,
and the memories and love, will remain.
� Pamela Hall
All my love Sylvie
mummy loves you son xxxx
hi kian i hope ur being a gd little boy in heaven x playin nice with all ur little angel friends sweetheart.... mummy misses u so much x nt a day goes by without u crossin my mind i love u darling so much... guess wat little man u are gonna have a new little brother or sister its due march so look over the little one for me.... all the kids are doing gd x jodie started big school today i wish u was here coz u would have started little school...... i hope ur alrite x i no one day we will meet again i love u so much son love always mummy x kids xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
ღ ღ ღ All My Love Beautiful Angel ღ ღ ღ
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How will heaven be?
As far as I can see
It will have huge bells
And will be situated on clouds
It will have many golden wells
That will so often swell
Rain will be abundant
And the sun will shine all day long
Angels will play on the harp
The sweetest summer song
Music that will touch the heart
While those beneath will shed drops of sorrow
Little will they know what will happen on the morrow
But to them up above
As plain and clear it will be
As far as far as I can see
Yes there will be misty alleys
And lush green meadows
Fresh with the fragrant smell of spring
Winter will never be bitter
Summer never so hot
Autumn never so bare
And resources never so scarce
Food for all will be relished by all.
Grateful we’ll be as grateful can be
Mountains high and strong and brown
Surrounding that hidden land,
Beautiful and vast seas I see
There colour as blue as sapphire can be
And the white waves lashing upon the shore
Sitting on the flattened grey rocks
Who would not call it absolutely heavenly?
However it might actually be,
But can we still not see
There will lie behind this seen
A relieving feeling of bliss
For where not have we been
But is this not by all believed
That after one’s decease
This is the land of eternal peace
Where we all ultimately reach?
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love u xx
hello beautiful... i hope ur ok in heaven x ur playin with all the other little angels kian mummy misses u so much x it kills me everyday u really were the most beautiful little boy i had ever met u broke mummys heart whn u went to heaven but im sure u r in a beta place now...i miss u kian u r everything to me x mummy will never ever 4give herself i love u darling x now i have a car i love coming to see u i find it hard standing at ur grave it kills me it breaks me it hurts i cant explain but li ttle man u were always loved xx if love alone could have saved u u never would have died now sweet heart i hope ur mummy in heaven has gave u all the kisses i send... kian im sory i dnt always cry i find all this way to hard i think if i feel apart again i would die... u little man r everything to me x everything is u....... i love u son x never ever will 4get such a special little boy good nite little man love always mummy x kids sweet dreams xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
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ALL MY LOVE WISH YOU WHERE HEAR
WITH US TODAY BUT ALL OF YOU ARE
OUR HEARTS WHERE YOUR ALWAYS BE
BIG HUGS TO YOU AND YOUR FAMILY
THAT MISS YOU EVERDAY WE SEND OUR
LOVE TO YOU XXX AND HUGS TO ALL OF
YOU TAKE CARE BYE FOR NOW LOVE
FROM ME SYLVIE MOMMY OF SAMANTHA
BELANGER AND GRANDDAUGHTER OF
ALBERT AND MARIE-JEANNE BELANGER
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** HAPPY EASTER ANGELS **
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Meeting the Easter Bunny
by Rowena Bennett, 1930
On Easter morn at early dawn
before the cocks were crowing
I met a bob-tail bunnykin
and asked where he was going.
"Tis in the house and out the house
a-tispy, tipsy-toeing,
Tis round the house and 'bout the house
a-lighlty I am going."
"But what is that of every hue
you carry in your basket?"
"Tis eggs of gold and eggs of blue;
I wonder that you ask it.
"Tis chocolate eggs and bonbon eggs
and eggs of red and gray,
For every child in every house
on bonny Easter day."
He perked his ears and winked his eye
and twitched his little nose;
He shook his tail -- what tail he had --
and stood up on his toes.
"I must be gone before the sun;
the east is growing gray;
Tis almost time for bells to chime." --
So he hippety-hopped away.
Love and Hugs~Sylvie xxxx
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